Am I treated for the wrong disorder, as I still have awful symptoms and suicidal thoughts after taking medications?

Hello doctor,

I had a lot of childhood trauma. I took the ACE quiz and got a score of 5. I am currently diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and PMDD by my psychiatrist and PTSD by my therapist. I take Viibryd 40 mg, 80 mg when experiencing PMDD, Bupropion HCL 150 mg, Diazepam 10 mg three times daily if necessary, and Amphetamine salts 10 mg or higher doses as needed. Earlier this month, a trauma response sent me into a deep depression. I was put on tablet Prazosin to help me sleep as I was having PTSD nightmares, this made me overly drowsy, and my depression began to worsen. I stopped taking that, and my psychiatrist prescribed me a tablet of Cariprazine 1.5 mg. I took this once, and I have been hallucinating visually and auditorily. I am experiencing extreme mood swings. I have been experiencing psychosis. I have very bad coordination. I have short-term memory loss and many other awful symptoms.

My doctor then put me on tablet Asenapine 2.5 mg, which I had been on and stopped taking about five months ago. As a result, I am now experiencing quick shifts in mood. I will be fine one moment, then I will feel very sad, and then I will be happy and start bawling literally within minutes or hours of each other. I was put on tablet Aripiprazole and had to be committed to a mental hospital for mutilating my legs and having a breakdown. I have planned my suicide. I know exactly how I will do it. I have a pros and cons list. I genuinely think I am being treated for the wrong disorder. Kindly help.